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Tuesday, April 25th, 2006
11:07 pm	now... ok... so i am engaged to jen... i as happy as i could ever be... and im working... yay for income... other then that stay tuned your lord and master -me (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 4th, 2005
4:24 pm	answer the last time i prayed, it was out of pure fear. i never put my trust in anything. the pain i felt, the hell i endured, it seemed just to disappear when i saw you. me and my iron fist, the demand in me. everything i planned, the words just left me. so no big speeches, no long drawn out talks. all i ever prayed for was that one last night. that one night just to see what the sum of my fears were. and all that ended when you wiped your tears from my face. i got my answer, im back where i belong, in yor arms.... no matter what happens... (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005
8:12 am	on my mind i wonder if she will ever miss me again i mena its not like it matters anymore. i kinda got the feeling i've lost her a long time ago. i just wish i knew what to do... i miss her so much (Comment on this)
Thursday, February 17th, 2005
12:24 am	arrg sooo.... the band is goin and im at school... yea for me... mid winter break coming up... fuckin ay...da da da da da da da da and thats my life in a nutshell fuckin ay... your lord and master -me PS someone talk to me im goin insane with boredom and i kant spel 4 shyt (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 1st, 2004
4:33 pm	of born evil... this sleepless, endless dawn my eyes wide apon the dead twilight gazing through the darkness weary i stand ready to fight atop the mount the deamons lay seige to the towns and villages below the fires a blaze carry the cries of the morbid time of sorrow the men gather arms to fight their foe yet their blood is spilt in vein for the coming curse of evil has set forth to take its reign the wrathes cry havoc throughout the land a curse foretold, of fire and hell the people gather forth to pray their savior the deafening echo of the church bell the smell of fear in the air but yet to me, the smell unknown as i hear the cry of the wrathes ... the cry that calls me home... (Comment on this)
Saturday, November 13th, 2004
1:45 am	life-line the cold winter air crushes my breathe a time the morning hours chime my heart does quakes from within your picture atop my sacred shrine and with all my love it beats no more the waves have thus ceased falling on the shore without your voice, your breathe time seems to lose all hope time does decay this life line of mine a thin strand left from a rope but when it does break with no fear shall i fall for my love falls with me tears and all... (Comment on this)
Friday, October 22nd, 2004
1:55 am	October Rust Near the streets of richmond and hylan Dwells the princess of staten island A seven dollar toll - will get me in her hole All i ask is please stay out of my dreams You went to L'amour saturday night - red nails and lipstick dressed two sizes two tight his tongue down your throat - his hand up your skirt yeah I'm a man - but it still hurts ... MY PERFECT GIRL... She's in love with herself. She likes the dark. On her milk white neck. The Devil's mark. It's all Hallows Eve. The moon is full. Will she trick or treat. I bet she will. She's got a date at midnight. With Nosferatu. Oh baby, Lilly Munster. Ain't got nothing on you. Well when I called her evil. She just laughed. And cast that spell on me. Boo Bitch Craft. Little wolf skin boots. And clove cigarettes. An erotic funeral. For witch she's dressed. Her perfume smells like. Burning leaves. Everyday is Halloween. ....................... A crimson pool so warm & deep. Lulls me to an endless sleep. Your hand in mine - I will be brave. take me from this earth. An endless night - this, the end of life. From the dark I feel your lips. And I taste your bloody kiss. Bleeding, burning. Needing, yearning. I see your face in every flame. With no answers I have only myself to blame. Of all the women I have known - they're not you. I'd rather be alone. No more nights. Of blood & fire. Like a Jew in ancient Spain And for Christ's name did pay with pain Modern day inquisition What is the link between these crafts? Doctors and thieves, they both wear masks Overpaid meat magicians "in my dreams you are always there that which is wonder, with which i stare you disguise the truth behind hidden doorways this tempting loss within your gaze in my dreams you are always there transforming my dreams into nightmares..." -me- ... its october (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 5th, 2004
1:59 pm	wasting time wohoo im bored off my ASS what the hell... yea nothin to be done... waiting for someone to come online and annoy. and yes matt we all wish we were drunk in my backyard again... but the summer is over and winter is apon us. so until next summer... your lord and master, -me (Comment on this)
Monday, September 13th, 2004
2:14 am	... ok so im to god damn awake to go to bed... but i got CAD at 8 and commecial buildin systems at 10... i love college... anyway IM BORED WHAT THE FVCK!!! HELP!!! (Comment on this)
Friday, September 10th, 2004
12:10 pm	wow ok so i hevent updated in a while but im back at school... got a new band... same roommate... same typical shit, same shit different day. got my monte... so YES!!! workin on that... workin on keepin my friends together... harder then it seems... stay tuned for more your lord and master, -me (Comment on this)
Monday, April 26th, 2004
10:09 am	yo yo ok so im back from home, not bad, saw everyone. started out with a practice with 25% Recycled... we have a show in june so come... then party at my house, which is always fun... and i have some beer left over if anyone wants it... then the track on saturday followed by a BURNT YOUTH show at chevy's...always cool. *side note* Pooka finally got her V8 GT 02 mustang 5 speed standard... and you know what im glad that things are finally looking up for her... now if it were only a camaro instead...lol j/k. then night with dani... sunday another 25% Recyled practice... and then to Jenni's play, which was awsome, they were all great in the play... and het i say my ex there havent seen her in like 3 or 4 years, kinda makes me wish i was back there, i had fun in summer camp... anyway, not much lookin up for me this week, but ill update. the BuRnT YoUtH album is finally out ... eamil me if you want information on how to get a copy. so great weekend and it looks to be an intesting week.. oh yea and niles is back which is awsome being that i havent seen him for about a year now... bastard goin all around the world literally... so im glad hes home, well for like a day. your lord and master, -me copywrite me (Comment on this)
Monday, April 19th, 2004
7:36 pm	BITE THIS if you read these and you dont understand them... then i didnt put them here for you... they are here for a reason... and im sick of holdin this out... so read these AND BITE ME!!... I'll leave the lights down low so she knows I mean business And maybe we could talk this over Cause I could be your best bet Let alone your worst ex And let alone your worst... I wanna hate you so bad But I can't (but I can't) stop this anymore than you can So honestly, how could you say those things when you know they don't mean anything And you know very well that I can't keep my hands to myself, hands to myself I wanna hate you so bad But I can't (but I can't) stop this anymore than you can This is all wrong and it shows There's certain things I promised not to let you know, (I've got a silly way of keepin you up on the edge of my seat, I've got a silly way of keepin you up on the...) not to let you know I never, never... You've got this silly way of keeping me on the edge of my seat But you're only counting the clock against the train And I'm miserable, oh (I've got a silly way of keepin you up on the edge of my seat, I've got a silly way of keepin you up on the...) And you're just getting started I'm miserable, oh You've got me right where you want me (let's never talk) Let's never talk, let's never, let's never talk about this again because... I didn't want it to mean that much to me I didn't want it to mean that much to me I didn't want it to mean that much to me I didn't want it to mean that much to me Anyway... yeah -TBS (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, April 17th, 2004
1:45 pm	YOOO yea so apparently when we get board we get creative... check this out... OH MAN me, ant, matty bitch, and robbie rockin twenties... check us out... keep updated we'll be playing a show in June with BuRnT YoUtH at Chevy's... without rob singing though so dont worry... hehe your lord and master, -me (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 13th, 2004
10:15 am	next... ok so...well schools ending soon, well in like 4 or 5 weeks, and im glad to hear it im done i gotta get the f*ck outta here. not much real big to talk about. planning my upstate trips woth everyone, they.ve become quite popular lately, and i cant figure out y...hehe. anyway, ant comes back today, so i gotta start planning with him. as for the rest of it, we'll see what happens. worked all last week, yea for me. spent some time with Dani and joe and matty and all of them, then went to the city with rob and jen, AND YES I HAD FUN!!!. especially the life size game of warhammer at the Met, hehe. just kinda chillin, not much is goin on but hey its only the beginning of spring and summer is just around the BEND!!!! your lord and master, -me (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 30th, 2004
1:12 pm	pics from upstate yea...umm...from our trip upstate... nuff said... nicole, me, and joe bitch... and Jose', hehe... your lord and master, -me (Comment on this)
Friday, March 26th, 2004
12:21 am	oh man baby so whats up, uhhh, hmmm, well everything seems to be back to normal. unfortunatly ant will be gone for my spring break, but thats ok, cause the next weekend we go back upstate. ummmm, john back running for points. and now so is james, so im in the double pits, highschool and real street. apparently im a dork accoring to Jen from Jersey...but shes from jersey...end of story. what else, Immagrant Sun never recieved BuRnT YoUtH's cd and sean apologized and asked for another, which i will send. anyway, thats about it... so until next time your lord and master, -me (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 17th, 2004
10:23 am	weekend yea...so...last weekend was the bomb. we all got shit faced wasted, not alot of drama, except for pooka and joey, but other then that MADD FUN. me and george for the lovely drive at 5 in the morning to get more beer, chris shooting everyone with the bb gun, and me fallin off the bed and cracking my head. but yea it was still fun. and prob gonna do it again this weekend, well maybe just one night. not much happening. couldnt sleep last night casue everyone has this obsession with callin me at 3 am. ended wot george all fucked up...and me talking to his hot ass neighbor... score. anyway, yea so y is it still snowing, i dont know. but BuRnT YoUtH this friday at Chevy's on Hylan Blvd. check it out: www.angelfire.com/rock3/burntyouth yea other then that, next parties at georges, then in a few weeks, back to my house. so keep posted on that your lord and master, -me (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 11th, 2004
11:43 pm	matty "bitch" parascindola MattyParas: yo drkprince1020: yo what up dogg MattyParas: are you religous ? drkprince1020: not really why? MattyParas: good....so what do you say we go to see passions..... MattyParas: wear yamakas MattyParas: and cheer during the crucifixion drkprince1020: lolololol you sick bastad MattyParas: lol where do i find these people???? (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 10th, 2004
1:15 pm	The Quarter Mile STRETCH ok well, we're coming slowly but surely, but we're getting there... we got some stuff on our website...yes its very miracle influenced because hey guess what...thats who influenced us...DUH!!!. well them and WESTON... but if you know WESTON, then you are a very special person... cause i've yet to meet people outside of my friends that listen to WESTON... so yea... so check us out http://www.angelfire.com/emo2/qms look for us this summer with BuRnT YoUtH your lord and master -me p.s. check out Monty's "Fresh Kids Promo" for new shows on the island, you can get the link off the SIB site below.. (Comment on this)
Monday, March 8th, 2004
10:14 am	oh yea Kevin Devine, fuckin awsome as usual, me and him were talkin before the show adn he said that miracle isnt gone, just takin a break until his solo career cools off then its back to miracle. as for BuRnT YoUtH... rock and roll machine comes out soon and i am workin my best to get them signed...but i get the feeling its just about bagged... all i have to do is send the demo in and it should be almost assured. so check out BuRnT YoUtH at a show near you soon. and check out the SIB Productions website: http://www.angelfire.com/music5/sibrecording alright, peace out your lord and master, -me (Comment on this)